给我发泄一下。。。对不起

笨笨笨
我真笨
实在是太笨了
谁会相信那是爱情
鬼才信
到了现在还执迷不误
笨笨笨
没人能救你了
还不醒觉
笨就是笨
猪一个

不过,现在还蛮过瘾的
把沾满恶罪的剑射出去了
射到哪儿
他招架不住
升白旗了

我最不会生气了
有科技真好
把我显得很凶
我只是闷闷无聊
调皮作弄他
他可来真的
这次可严重了
严重得无法收拾
但我可没后悔
我可多满足
这回太好了
我可自由了
不想自由也不能
真的自由了
解脱了
我的调皮打败他
真过瘾
说难听点
射中了他的作贼心虚之处
我不后悔
调皮是我的本性

我今天要继续调皮到晚上
我乱乱吃
不做功课
懒懒散散
明天就正经点
不过今天一定要睡好
不然我会与自己过意不去
要睡美容觉
女人要美美

专家说:“ You need to grieve enough before moving on to a new phase of life/relationship. In this world, the society degrades the pessimistic and assumes that adults need to be strong and emotionally independent. That’s why many people tell themselves that they must get over ‘it’ eventhough it has just ended not long ago. They end up not grieving enough and bring the baggage to the next phase of life. Some need three months to grieve. Some need longer. But just grieve enough before moving on.

Cry, cry and cry. Look at your heartache with compassion and curiosity. Your past wounds may surface. Your black memory, your past failures, your friends’ betrayal…but let’s make this moment a great opportunity for a wholesome healing. Thorough healing for the wounds that have been here all this while. Instead of avoiding it, face it.

Stop the blame game. No blaming him or yourself. The blame game will make you harder to move on. Stop asking what were the faults in the relationship. Focus more on yourself and why you end up this way. Make this a chance to understand yourself and your needs.

 Although the form of relationship between you and him has changed, but it doesn’t mean you stop loving him, stop caring about him. Your feeling towards him will never change. But this doesn’t mean a new one will not come. Just have faith that you still can meet a new one who can make you feel in love as deeply as this one. You will feel all the same excitement, sparks, joy, sweetness in the new one. You just have to believe so. The new one will be just as good as this one.

This is called unconditional love. You see no flaws in him. He is just perfect. Everything about the relationship is just good. You can ignore all the imperfections but you cannot ignore one fact. The fact is you and him are not meant to be. He is not the right one for you. Though painful, you cannot ignore this equally important fact. “

我不难过
我感觉兴奋
我感觉像考完试了
感觉过了难关
我现在什么也不需做
只需休息
向病人躺在床休息
没有责任
只需好好宠自己
好好疗养
好轻松好舒服

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