Relax, May

I feel I am apprehensive all the times
especially about time and deadlines

When I am plugging away at my assignment and reading task
I tend to move my eyes quickly across the lines of word
at a reading speed that impinges on my understanding and memory

I end up with a reading time that is not fruitful
Though I take a long time to sit down and read
It is like rearranging the deckchairs on the Titanic

I sweat for nothing
Plus with my apprehension,
my brain is winding down
the nerve pathway is stuck with anxiety

I need to zone out for a while
observing just the words, lines…
acting to have no idea of the deadlines and the passage of time

I need to destress
Thanks for being an avid listener

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